Showing posts with label blessings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label blessings. Show all posts

Tuesday, July 23, 2013

Un Regalo de mí para ti.

In all my life (so far) I've only met two people so I would call a kindred spirit.
Kindred Spirit means of similar nature or character.
I learned this word years ago reading Anne of Green Gables. The protagonist of the novel had a dear friend whom she called a kindred spirit. They held a bond for years and were extremely close.
Synonyms for the word Kindred are blood, akin,  and allied.

I share this definition because I see Kindred Spirited Individuals as something apart from friendship. Though similar its on a different level, a spiritual level. We are all spiritual beings, it is not our flesh that makes us alive, but the breath of life God put in each of us.
My ladies, Kay and Dora are strong spirited women whom I've connected with on a number of levels. They showed me a true bond of  Godly womanhood beyond the superficial friendships you find between other females. When I speak to them I don't only hear their words but I feel their message. Kay and I easily fall into tears just embracing each other. And Dora always know how to direct prayer to stay in alignment with God's plan.

So how is this un regalo....


This is a gift because it is what you asked for. Indirectly and directly you really asked: "Will you let me see beneath your beautiful?" Me presento a usted. Permiso para ver debajo de mi hermosa. Permiso para saber más de lo que ya sabe. Le doy acceso a mi ver.

You don't push. You don't shove. You have yet to even experience my hug.... yet you stay, you're present and you care. Can't tell you how many times I figured you'd just disappear. I feel what you write. I sense every word you speak into me. As different as we are, our mindsets couldn't be any closer. It's creepy, but its comforting cause its effortlessly a genuine exchange of beliefs, opinions, and ideas...rejuvenating and nourishing our spirits alike daily.
Proverbs 4:23 says, Above all else, guard your heart, for everything you do flows from it.
Guarding my heart is my duty. It's everyone's duty. God charges us with this task to not only protect us but help us recognize the value and importance of our heart. Not to be careless with our heart, but to cherish it and hold in the same importance as God holds each and everyone of us. I don't feel rushed and I don't feel fooled. That's what I want to feel and think, but the sense of positivity I feel over comes those bad things.
You are a lesson AND a blessing. You have taught me that I can share the affection I have in something healthy, motivational, and balanced, without risking the safety of my heart. My heart is not at risk because it is relaxed, it's encouraged, and comforted. You are a beautiful example of something God had been trying to communicate to me. I know what I deserve, and it's not asking for too much, because it's how God made me. God has made it extremely clear to me and my morals what is essential not only in a man but in anyone I associate myself with. I always said that I rather spend every night of my life alone  in the comforting hands of God before I lay with someone temporary, meaningless and untrue. And I mean what I say (but you know that).
 
   "You should be appreciated for who you are and what you give of yourself. If what you give isn't enough and you feel that you have to exhaust yourself and go against your integrity...[then] find someone whose needs and requirements are within your budget: Emotionally, Physical, Mentally, Spiritually."
 
I thank you for letting me be who I am. I thank you for an honest friendship with no boundaries and no finish line. Two adults simply enjoying God's blessings and spirits alike. Nothing but good vibes from here forward. May God bless each of individually and support us in all that is to come. The Good, Bad, and the Ugly, I'm down for the cause.
 
 Bienvenido, de Puerto Rico y Bienvenido a todas las pasiones y materias de mi corazón
 
 
Un Regalo de mí para ti. 
 
 
 
- A Nourished Spirit
 

Monday, July 22, 2013

I Deserve this S.M.I.L.E.

I deserve this smile
And it's effortless nature,
I deserve this warming sensation.

The feeling of satisfaction,
Described
Beyond word's education

Leaves me,
Never exhausted,
But rejuvenated
Hourly
Daily
Spiritually and emotionally.

My heart freaks out
And Melts inside.

I deserve this smile
And it's effortless nature,
I deserve this tingling sensation.

Not in the least
Do I exalt my pride,
For I am humbled by conversation
And the understanding prescribed.

I'm not sick.
I'm whole,
God by my side...
Damn it I deserve this smile
I dare not let it hide.

This smile is a blessing.
My gift from above
I'm grateful,
For its my testimony,
My statement about love.

Love taught by God,
Transcended from me to you


Left and Right,
And even you too.
This smile is here
Cause God is using you.

I deserve this smile.
And it's effortless nature,
I deserve this exchange
embrace
and teaching of affection.

Simply Motivated Interactions Lent Everyday

~Memoirs of Anie Lost&Found
 
 
Definition of the word: LEND
a (1): to give for temporary use on condition that the same or its equivalent be returned <lend me your pen> 
 

Wednesday, May 8, 2013

This is How I Feel

Its all about love.
The act of love
From start to finish
Or lack of finishing at all.
I'm fascinated and touched by love.
God has revealed in me a spirit and heart that has taken my emotions beyond the flesh
Beyond you, me, and any other body that may come up in between
I speak, sing, write, act, listen, help all cause of love.

My Lord and Savior wants nothing more then for me to take the love I have for him and share it.
HE wants a man to love me in a way that reflects the love HE has for me
Vice Versa

I'm not sad. I'm not disappointed. I'm not angry. I'm not impatient.
I'm in a place called wait and my GOD is molding me.
The right thing to do is never easy BUT I choose the right thing to do because it will bless me.
You do whats right simply because it's right.
As I embrace the molding and changes in my life I question EVERYTHING
Sometimes a little too much
I want to know who you are, what you mean and what your purpose is
I want to know why I do and DON'T feel a certain way.
Then I breath....

Let my mind settle down and go to God in prayer.
LORD I trust you and I know everything happens for a reason.
Guide me in a path that favors and honors you God

I'm happy to report I've been reading quite a bit of Proverbs in the bible. I've been referred to go to that book quite a bit this week. There is too much to post but Proverbs 18 and 31 are some key chapters! Not just the verse but the chapter which will make everything clearer.
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Tonight I watched my friend George Lovett perform a tribute to the legendary Luther Vandross. The performance was beautiful and emotional as expected. This song by luther stood out to me tonight so I shared some of the words and the Youtube Video for you all to hear.
Listening to this song I feel that its not about going backwards and regretting anything. It's about accepting and knowing that if there was a 2nd chance it would be all for the love.
And of all the layers that have been pealed off my body I am starting finally rest in that thought and that feeling. Ultimately its all about the love. Not  the individuals and not the flesh.
But its about the beautiful, tender, genuine and true love that existed. And despite it's end it's the love that holds the greatest value and will always and forever be remembered.
 
 
 
I'm not coming home anymore, doesn't matter
Well if I had the chance to hold you again
I'd fill your heart with joy and make you remember
I'm the only one for you, yes I would
Let's throw the bad memories out and make this the first day
Forever, for always, for love

Read more: LUTHER VANDROSS - FOREVER, FOR ALWAYS, FOR LOVE LYRICS