I Deserve this S.M.I.L.E.

I deserve this smile
And it's effortless nature,
I deserve this warming sensation.

The feeling of satisfaction,
Described
Beyond word's education

Leaves me,
Never exhausted,
But rejuvenated
Hourly
Daily
Spiritually and emotionally.

My heart freaks out
And Melts inside.

I deserve this smile
And it's effortless nature,
I deserve this tingling sensation.

Not in the least
Do I exalt my pride,
For I am humbled by conversation
And the understanding prescribed.

I'm not sick.
I'm whole,
God by my side...
Damn it I deserve this smile
I dare not let it hide.

This smile is a blessing.
My gift from above
I'm grateful,
For its my testimony,
My statement about love.

Love taught by God,
Transcended from me to you

Left and Right,
And even you too.
This smile is here
Cause God is using you.

I deserve this smile.
And it's effortless nature,
I deserve this exchange
embrace
and teaching of affection.

Simply Motivated Interactions Lent Everyday

~Memoirs of Anie Lost&Found

 

 

Definition of the word: LEND

a (1): to give for temporary use on condition that the same or its equivalent be returned <lend me your pen> 

 

http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/lend 

Day 1 of Prayer

So today was the start of my prayer meetings with my spiritual mommy over the phone.
Tues/Thurs/Fri we pray at 10am... or really she prays and I open my heart to receive.

I just really wanted to mention that it happened.
Listening to her Pray for me and over my life and concerns really helps me learn how to better my own prayer.

She took the first 4 mins just glorifying God. Thanking him for the warm blood running through our veins, for waking us up, for blessing our lives, and things like that. It's important to go to God in total admiration for his power and what he's done and will do in our lives.

Then she went into praying for my hurt, my burdens. Asking God to guide me on a straight and narrow path. Asking God to help me determine the emotions I feel from his voice to something else. She prayed for my strength and faith in that if its God's will then it will be done. She mentioned how God will deliver me all the desires of my heart if those desires are in his will. She prayed for him... She prayed God would deliver him and guide him and take a hold of his life and of mine. She prayed that God would instill in his heart to do what is right and for our happiness however God may will it.

Then she glorified God's name some more. thanking him for using her as a vessel to counsel me in this time. Thanked God for my willingness and desire to draw closer to him even in my trials.

Amen...


One day at a time she told me and I responded, yes m'mam... no skipping steps.
Then she said when you skip steps it makes you have to go back.
I recognize that and I declare to God I will let him do his work, i won't skip steps and i will take my days one at a time trusting in him.

Memoirs of Anie

Prayer