I Deserve this S.M.I.L.E.

I deserve this smile
And it's effortless nature,
I deserve this warming sensation.

The feeling of satisfaction,
Described
Beyond word's education

Leaves me,
Never exhausted,
But rejuvenated
Hourly
Daily
Spiritually and emotionally.

My heart freaks out
And Melts inside.

I deserve this smile
And it's effortless nature,
I deserve this tingling sensation.

Not in the least
Do I exalt my pride,
For I am humbled by conversation
And the understanding prescribed.

I'm not sick.
I'm whole,
God by my side...
Damn it I deserve this smile
I dare not let it hide.

This smile is a blessing.
My gift from above
I'm grateful,
For its my testimony,
My statement about love.

Love taught by God,
Transcended from me to you

Left and Right,
And even you too.
This smile is here
Cause God is using you.

I deserve this smile.
And it's effortless nature,
I deserve this exchange
embrace
and teaching of affection.

Simply Motivated Interactions Lent Everyday

~Memoirs of Anie Lost&Found

 

 

Definition of the word: LEND

a (1): to give for temporary use on condition that the same or its equivalent be returned <lend me your pen> 

 

http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/lend 

Laying in the Sun @Delray Beach

 

Haven't been to the beach since New Years Eve!

It was a cloudy day but I still had a little of the Florida heat.

 

The sun teased my skin coming out for a minute then hiding behind clouds again.

I didn't even go in the water

 

I knew it would be cold

So I didn't bother

 

I chilled with a friend and his baby brother. It was nice to catch up I wish I could with Amber.

 

I'm actually looking forward to my summer in Delray.

I'll be taking 4 classes and get to hang out with my friends from back in the day.

Donovan

Amber

Julian too

It's uplifting to be in the presence of people who truly miss and care for you.

I'm a good person and good people should be around others like that too.

 

 

I'm guarding my heart, GOD has taken control.

I'm not looking for love cause that cup is full.

Delray is my hometown and symbolic of growth

But at the same time its a place that tempts my faith because I'm surrounded by memories close to my heart. I'm surrounded by moments and feelings that I don't regret.

It's just a shame that the time did end.

I'm working on getting over those letters E.N.D.

Cause God doesn't close a door without leaving a bigger one open for me.

 

 

Be Yourself

Be Honest

Be Blessed <3

Be nice to everyone and you are never at fault.

Disappointed today.
I just don't understand.
How can someone choose to walk away from a friendship?
True friendships within stand the most.

Taught to forgive and be kind always.
But females can be best friends one day and then calling each other nasty names and avoiding them in public.
That's just too much work for me.
Am I wrong?
I honestly choose to be humble and nice to everyone despite what I or someone else hears or feels or thinks.

God is preparing my heart for something.
And I'm just going to trust him.
I know one thing for sure is I'm never backing down on my dreams, my goals.
I have a friend in Jesus and he has provided me with a loving family and man who supports my dreams.

Forget the rest.

And to be honest I did ask God to remove anything from my life that displeases him... who knows.
People come and go but you gotta stay true to yourself. Staying true to my art is me being close to my heart.

Sweet Dreams.