Good Morning...

Hey..
Ye...

I don't hate you
It's not easy for me
I speak as God calls me to.

Hey..
Ye...

I don't want to push
I'm a nice person
I'm can be too nice

Hey..
Ye..

I can't get in God's way.
I'm feeling like I can handle more of you
But I'm also feeling like that feeling is misleading
That feeling is trying to distract me from what God is doing in my life

Hey...
Ye...

God's gonna work in you
I can't get in the way of that.
I still care too much
I'm not in control


Hey...
Ye..

I still have hope tucked away and hanging on single string
The String is made of steel
I can't find the right scissors

Hey...
Ye...

God will provide cause I have faith in him
My heart pours out endless amounts of prayers through my conscious
LORD I love you and give you Praise

Hey..
Ye...

Turn on the lights

Congratulations Envy

I'm really happy for you
Honest I am
But HonestLY the word happy can't fall out my mouth.
Anxiety
Can't Breathe
Hit my chest to get my heart back on beat
Be still...
I'm trying Lord
But I just can't help to wonder when it will be me
Saying cheese for the pictures I take
Soaking up the Congratulations and blessings thrown in my face
To my phone
And my timeline won't leave me alone
But I wait...
Cause I can't schedule what I can't control.

I won't lie I'm jelly
I want that to be me
Happiness
Rose petals
Throw rice at me!
Me and Mr. Unknown
Cause according to God its too soon
To reveal my future forever
So I wait...
Pause
Take a break
Congratulations Envy!
You're testing my faith.