I called for help because I knew I couldn't do it alone.
I need prayer, so I called for help.
The devil tried to get me this evening.
The devil tried to overcome my spirit with sadness, depression, and lonliness.
But it will not be so because the blood of Christ still works and is covering me.
I tried to deal with the weight of the devil alone and I needed help.
I needed help so I called for help.
I called on my spiritual mother to enter battle with me
She refused to let the devil win
And she refused to let the devil use him as a vessel to get to me.
I'm going to bed early and alone and single.
And I'm unashamed.
God is blessing me and covering over my life.
I'm not going to let anyone or anything get in the way of the promise God has over my life.
It's not easy, no not at all
But I trust you God.
You'll never fail me.
A million others will fall short
But my God the places I know you will take me
I know are far greater.
Admist any pain I may experience I know you are in control...
Ignore my tears for they come from my flesh
Ignore my expression for it's only on the outside.
Hear my heart and I sing monologues of your truth and wisdom.
Father God I love you.
I thank you for never leaving my side
Comfort me father
Tonight
and Forever more
Memoirs of ANIE
a Believer
Standing Still
